Missed Brother 2

Today, I went back to the same secret recipe which I went with Bro K last time to have lunch and do assignment there.

Guess what. I missed him so much when I sit at the other corner look at the place where me & him sat on last time. Huh~ What am I doing? Back to do assignment la. Haih~

Time not enough to use...

This few days was super busy with my things. For example: coursework, assignment. Busy until i felt that time is not enough for me.

Last month and this month is like pass by very fast. Is really fast. This two month like I didn't learn anything.

This sat and next monday is my mid-term exam. This week still got to rush assignment that the dateline falls on 24th June. Die la... assignment haven't settle, exam haven't study. Die die die....

I need more time. I need more more more more time...... Help.............

Missing brother

Huh~ Suddenly missed brother so much... I mean my god brother in China. I'm missing the days e went out for yum cha, dayswe went to night market, miss the dayswe at college. Huh~

Don't know how's brother there. Miss malaysia food? Miss his family? Miss his friends? And etc...

The lecturer

The lecturer was sucks. Although he actually indirectly helping us to pass this subject and need us to hand in our proposal and assignment in a very short period, we know that he want to settle our marks fast so that we know how many marks we got to pass for the whole subject. But he just sucks la. Details don't give properly. Sometime like this, sometimes like that. Haih~

Is she ok?

Huh~ what I said last time already become true. Is she ok? Why she want to be like that? I really don't undersand. Why she don't understand always come to me? Don't she know that I didn't take up this kind of post before? She should go ask those people that took this post before ma.

Haih~

Huh~

Yesterday after dinner, me & my parents sit down talk about mine & my brother childhood day. Really felt happy that time. Coz a lot of sweet memory during childhood. Nothings to "fan", nothing is unhappy.

After that chat, we prepare to go out, dad said he felt very hot. (After a heavy rain, normally we won't felt hot). He suspect will have fever. We ask him to go consult doctor due to the virus nowadays. He said don't need. Can eat some own fever medicine. Dad not listening to our advice. Huh~ so naughty.

Brother said nevermine la, we can take care him one day but can't take care him for the whole life. I know what my brother means. But, I don't hope that dad leave us. I know there's will be one day our parents will leave us. Everyone will die one day. But I don't wish that happen. I can't afford to face that.

Let it be or put it down?

Yesterday night before I'm going to bed, I was thinking of something. Something that I tried to not to think and make decicion about.

Now. I was thinking to let it be or to put it down. If I let it be, I don't know what's the conclusion will be, how long can I don't think about it anymore and how I make the decision. If I put it down, will I feel sad?

Its a hard decision for me. But now, I really don't know which way to choose.

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