So scary

This few days don't know why there's so many cockroaches appeared in my house. It was so scary... Its appear almost everyday... huh~ I hope that its won't appear again... dear all cockroaches, please go to other places... PLEASE!!!!

What is this world?

I was so angry this few days. I'm thinking that why I always think of people first then I only will think about myself? When can I only change it to I think about myself first only think of other people?

Why I felt that suddenly is because, normally when people need help, come and look for me, I'll said ok. I helped them. But, when I need help, look for this people, they sure have a lot of reason and say no. What is this?

Maybe I should said no to them even I can help them next time. Let them know what is that feeling is when you really need help and there's nobody willing to help out.

Although you guys will said I was too bad. But, I have no choice. I'm not the Tammy before this. I have changed. Changed to more cruel. Learn to say no. Learn to be bad. Why? Before this, Tammy is a person who willing to help, good girl, always say yes. But, she always will being bully by others. Let others to take advantage. But now, I learned a lot of things that I can see it very clearly. That's why I changed now. I mentioned again.... TAMMY HAS CHANGED.

Feel surprise

Wow.... I'm so surprise today. Yesterday after I ended my class, when I on the way from Block C to Block B, I saw a guy looks like my ex-tuition teacher I keep in touch with. Then I just walk forward and he suddenly turn back. Is really is him and I just called teacher. He said hi. After that I was wondering why is he here?

Today, I surf around my uni webpage and browse to the staff name list. Unbelievable, he is the staff here. He no more in TARC. Huh~ He is associate dean of a new course i think. Is school of mathematics and actualrial science.

First time when I joined UCSI I met Ms Lee Kim Lian who is my ex-lecturer in Flamingo College. Now is my ex-tution teacher.