Wednesday, March 3, 2010

What is this world?

I was so angry this few days. I'm thinking that why I always think of people first then I only will think about myself? When can I only change it to I think about myself first only think of other people?

Why I felt that suddenly is because, normally when people need help, come and look for me, I'll said ok. I helped them. But, when I need help, look for this people, they sure have a lot of reason and say no. What is this?

Maybe I should said no to them even I can help them next time. Let them know what is that feeling is when you really need help and there's nobody willing to help out.

Although you guys will said I was too bad. But, I have no choice. I'm not the Tammy before this. I have changed. Changed to more cruel. Learn to say no. Learn to be bad. Why? Before this, Tammy is a person who willing to help, good girl, always say yes. But, she always will being bully by others. Let others to take advantage. But now, I learned a lot of things that I can see it very clearly. That's why I changed now. I mentioned again.... TAMMY HAS CHANGED.

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