Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Nothing...just revising...

This 2 months while having term breaks, I went to worl. Really busy working everyday. When I'm back to normal alone, I think of so much of things. Happy moment we somebody, with club, in office and etc.

But, there's one things that I don't understand is, why this world have politics? In club, in office and etc. This person don't like this person and etc.

Recently, I felt that I changed. I start feeling boring going out with some people in the group that I don't really want to go out with, I start to feel that being alone was good. I'm not saying about partner. Just saying about friends. I'm starting say "NO" to others when I really can't help them. I don't really know this is call cruel or bad. Is just that I know that my limit is where until.

Now, I felt that home for me is quite and safe place for me. At outside world, is noisy and dangerous. When I'm young that time, I love to go out and have fun. Maybe is because now old liao. Hehe... sometimes people said they are old I laugh at them. Now I saying about it. Is true. When you get older, you will feel more tiring.

I'm different in different places. When with friends, I'll be very crazy. When I'm alone, I'll be very quite. When I wiith best friends or partner, I'll be serious.

This days I also found that, no matter how many hours I slept also feel tired. Huh~ panda eyes also coming out liao.... so scary...

I'm starting to miss the days when I'm young. Today went to macd. Saw a grandpa brought 3 of his grandson go macd. It's make me think of my grandpa also. So sad that he was not in this world anymore. :'(

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