Nothing...just revising...

This 2 months while having term breaks, I went to worl. Really busy working everyday. When I'm back to normal alone, I think of so much of things. Happy moment we somebody, with club, in office and etc.

But, there's one things that I don't understand is, why this world have politics? In club, in office and etc. This person don't like this person and etc.

Recently, I felt that I changed. I start feeling boring going out with some people in the group that I don't really want to go out with, I start to feel that being alone was good. I'm not saying about partner. Just saying about friends. I'm starting say "NO" to others when I really can't help them. I don't really know this is call cruel or bad. Is just that I know that my limit is where until.

Now, I felt that home for me is quite and safe place for me. At outside world, is noisy and dangerous. When I'm young that time, I love to go out and have fun. Maybe is because now old liao. Hehe... sometimes people said they are old I laugh at them. Now I saying about it. Is true. When you get older, you will feel more tiring.

I'm different in different places. When with friends, I'll be very crazy. When I'm alone, I'll be very quite. When I wiith best friends or partner, I'll be serious.

This days I also found that, no matter how many hours I slept also feel tired. Huh~ panda eyes also coming out liao.... so scary...

I'm starting to miss the days when I'm young. Today went to macd. Saw a grandpa brought 3 of his grandson go macd. It's make me think of my grandpa also. So sad that he was not in this world anymore. :'(

Own responsibility

Aren't people suppose to be responsible on their own job, task that had given or assign to them? Why this people always ask people help them to do their job that are not that person should do? Guys, please! Do not takes things for granted. Each people have their own things to do and time to rest. If the person can help then is ok. But when people tell you no then please do not force that person. YES means YES, NO means NO!

2012

Today went to watch 2012 with my brother. Nice show... But its scary...

Can I ask a very silly question here? Will 2012 really the end of the world? A lot of people spreading it everywhere... or just because of the show?

Why I said is scary... inmagine if the world is ending. And you have not much time to spent with your family, loved one, and things that you haven't do or fufill... scary right?

In the show, they can survive in the end because of they found their way.

Hope that everyone here will appreciated what you have and precious your time to do what you want to do...

Weather Change

Yesterday mum told me & my brother that this friday better becareful because the weather will change until very scaed people. Will have freak winter storm. It will be very cold and better have jacket with us. Is that true? Why suddenly the weather change like that??? I really a bit scared leh...

So Paiseh...

Haih... Yesterday went to my club Leo Orientation. Almost end that time gastric pula... What the... make me so paiseh la... why? Because that time we are having a practice... So many people look at me... Huhuhuhu....

I learned a lot of things from this seminar also... Apprecisted it so much... but sad that we don;t have the notes... Haih...

I'm not enjoying it at all...

I was so sleepy now...OMG!!! Its only left half an hour before I end my work... Shoot!!! Haih... All becuase of there is someone who want me to work things out for them in the midnight... So I got no choice to burn mid-night oil again.... Haiz...

I was felling not enjoying my day with the group of people already... I start that I feel boring when I know that I'm going with them... But I have no choice coz we got to work things out together... Maybe it was like what my the other friend said maybe because our age gap is quite different. Lucky I still enjoy with this friend when we are together... We always go for movie, chatting in MSN and etc...

Because of this reason, I start being lazy to attend those event or meetings that they are there... OMG... Who can help me to ask the lazy worm to get off from my body??? Or I was being spreaded virus from this friend of mine? Coz he and she also feel that...

Feeling bad? Feel rude?

Today went out with 2 friends for movie & dinner. When paying both, I decided to treat my best friend is because he don't want to accept the fees that he suppose to except last month. Not because of this also, he also always fetching me here and there. I feel so bad. So, I decided to do so.

During we doing the payment I asked him to keep back his money and my tone was so rude...Feel so bad la... although after reach home, I apologize to him via MSN, but, I'm still feel so bad.... :(

He also like owe-ing people money feel not comfortable as well. That day we shared money to bought a friend a birthday present. Coz his not on the spot so I pay first. When we in the car, we talked about it and he ask how much I owe you already ar??? Then he fast fast pay me back... Actually what I think is, if he not paying me back I also don't mind. Coz I really owe him too much already... Huh~

Guys, don't think too much. We are just best friend ya...